Wir kennen uns seit x Jahren

Doch als wir aufeinander trafen,
wusste ich nicht, wie kaputt du warst
bis ich dir in die augen sah
du lächeltest
ich hätte schreien können
denn hinter dieser grimasse
steckte endlose traurigkeit

Ich will dich glücklich sehn
doch alles, was ich sah,
war diese Leere,
die du in Wasser zu ersticken versuchtest,
doch das Wässerchen, auch genannt vodka,
du ertrankst in ihr

deinen kummer hast du ersoffen
und mit ihm deinen stolz
nur schwache lösen ihre probleme mit einer flasche
doch die flasche bist du selbst

Du hast mich enttäuscht
meine tränen bedeuten dir nichts
dass ich dich mag
noch weniger

13 questions

1. Fav animal? - Bird
2. Fav movie? - Inception
3. Fav Artist? - Daniel Brühl, Alexander Skarsgard, Audrey Tautou
4. Fav Food? - National Vietnamese Dish Pho'
5. Fav Song? - It's changing, atm Love, love, love by Of monsters and men
6. What did you want to become as a child? - doctor
7. If you could improve the world, it would be...? - Honesty, more love and knowledge.
8. If tomorrow the world ends, what would you do today? - nothing special :D
9. Your quote? - YOLO LOL, joke. Never regret, you don't know what's next.
10. How do you treat unfair/mean people? Ignore them
11. Do you prefer salty or sweet? Kinda both
12. What's your dream? - Travelling the whole world
13. Something the world doesn't need? Greed, especially in western countries, you're not gonna starve. Stupid inventions, being crazy about national soccer games. I do get that it is exciting, but can't we first put all the money to help humans before we have fun?

Sunday night.

I miss the old times

which were not long ago...
Good byes are never nice. You meet, get to know and then there is a time when you seperate. Of course you meet again. No question! Just when you got used to each other, you have to leave.
I miss our movie nights. I miss ordering food. I miss talking. I miss smoking together.
Those were good times. And soon we will do the same again, but it won't be the same.